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Autumn Brain

from Live In Montreal by Existence

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lyrics

Your head is falling apart like an old tree bouncing in the wind.
Leaves are coming down through your eyes,
It's just a question of time until you die.

The silence of night scares you to death,
So suicide is the path you find to see the truth of life.
Dusk is in your eyes even if the shadow of life still have a last breath.

You can't see the sun shinning, because the clouds in your soul still stand in front of your eyes.
Slowly you're coming down, like the rain I see falling out of your mind.

You always see the black side of things,
While your heart screams a silent misery.
You seem to be in a strange state of mind,
I would like to know if you hear me inside.

Talk to me; I can't read your mind.
Talk to me. Don't cut the line.

Why didn't you come to me,
When you felt your life got so hopeless.
Now your face shows your agony,
You used to be so receptive.

Talk to me; I can't read your mind.
Don't leave me, don't cut the line.

The wind blows hard and my head is ice.
It's to late for me, I already threw the dices.
I've been dead long before you knew me,
It was all hidden down inside me.

I feel my life dripping out of my mind.
Even at night, I see the sun shine so bright.
Someone is taking care of me. I'm happy.
Can you see my smile?

Let me die.
Let me die alone with my thoughts and my pains.
I'm O.K. I found my way.

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from Live In Montreal, released November 10, 2014
Words & Music: Alan Charles

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Existence Montreal, Québec

Existence started as a “rock-opera” project written by Alan Charles. Joined by other musicians, the band took the name of the project before starting touring in 1992.

The album Small People, Short Story, Little Crime came out in 1999.

In 2017, Existence released the complete original concept as the ably titled Origins album, since only half of it had been released as an album until then. ... more

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